I understand where you're coming from but I would consider you lucky for having pursued the guitar in any capacity. I waited until 55 to finally take up the guitar, after one failed attempt 25 years ago, and have big regrets about not starting young as my brother did. So, as the says no goes, consider yourself lucky, in my eyes. And despite your location difficulties, if you're truly driven to learn something, you'll make it happen.
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John
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