The first 12 to 18 months are the hardest . . . but you eventually get to the place where you realize it was most likely for the best. My epiphany came much earlier in life . . . 50 miles from home . . . 1 AM . . . 2' of snow on the ground . . . as we finished the last set the drunks started fighting and dismantling the place. My wife was home and pregnant with our first child and I said to myself, "I don't need this anymore".
Didn't come back to it for over 25 years. Now I do it because I enjoy it. If it evolves on it's own - great. But I don't sweat over chasing it now. Enjoy other things in life and appreciate the experience it gave you.
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"A general dissolution of principles and manners will more surely overthrow the liberties of America than the whole force of the common enemy." --Samuel Adams
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